Tuesday, March 21, 2006

hmm..havent updated bout life for qt a few days..ha..well been slightly busy meeting deadlines and stuff..there were times when i'd wanna blog but was jus too lazy to..ha..hmm oh wells. while i'm still fulling full and not about to start work yet, i shall do an entry. heh

hmm..singsoc had a major event last sat called rojak..a musical bout a sporean boy finish a levels and gg thru ns den gg overseas to study..music was really good esp wif e live band playing..and there was e part when yoke pean (the mum ) started singing this song which jus hits me everytime i hear her sing it..about how a mother feels when her child goes overseas to study..made me feel lik crying :(

hmm..lynn is here to visit! she's on her spring break from school and came travelling..and staying wif me! so nice to meet old frens thurs we're meeting nat for dinner tog wif diane :)

hmm..time flies and there's 3/4 days left before i fly to france with my coursemates..these last few weeks haf jus been meetin deadlines and clearing hurdles..and one by one, i've cleared them..with the last one left..the radio design paper..hmm..step by step..will be finishing it too..

hmm..these were all things that at first glance, looked almost impossible to do..when u first get the radio lab book..jus felt like crashing and saying i'm never gonna be able to do this..but step by step, with help, it is almost done..and i thank God that i'm coming back to Him, coming back to leaning on Him for strength..and i thank God that He is the one who gives strength.

Nothing i've done, is by my own abilities. I thank God that he is reminding me everyday of how much he loves me, and how he will provide. 6 mths ago, i never would have dreamt that i'd be able to understand all this stuff that i am now learning and doing..it's almost unimaginable how God has graciously led me thru this 6 mths..but yet, however ungrateful we are..God's grace is always too much for us..so much that we cannot fathom..

Thank you for that timely reminder to go back to Him..yes i do miss God. I miss being close to Him, communicating everyday and jus relying on him for strength everyday. and I thank God that I am going back there, to where i used to be, where He was so much a part of my life. Apart from Him, I guess..we're really nothing.

hmm..recently made the decision to take music technology as my humanities course next year..i know it's gonna be tough..when they keep telling us that it's gonna be a course that requires at least 3 hrs extra every week as compared to other courses..but i've prayed bout it..n somehow i felt strongly that day that it was the correct decision to make..everyone has 24 hours everyday..and i pray that i'll learn to really manage my time well next yr..

hmm..along with this..haf some decisions to make oso wif regards to cell and church..so far we made e first move of filling in e church's get connected card to try to be involved wif e student activities..i hope that wif e workload fr sch and other commitments next yr, i'll be able to cope...i noe God will sustain me..

on another note..there's less than 13 weeks left :) and i noe once i come back from france and belgium, really gotta start mugging..cos there's not much time left! and hopefully..muggin will make e time go faster and soon..v soon..i'lll be back at home :) yays.

to everyone at home or anywhere else in e world having exams too..jiayou!!! it'll be over soon!! :)

to you..hmm..one yr le.. a v happy one yr :) thank you for being an impt part of my life :) to ans ur qn, yes v v xinfu :)