dun like having to worry bout nitty gritty stuff, but that's jus the way life is sometimes. but after wasting time worrying, i'm learning to step back and be thankful for other things that are making the situation so much easier to handle.

worrying and getting irritated over the compilation of the yf contact list...it's jus so easy yet so difficult to finish up. and plus it's been draggin for so super duper long..it's more than about time it should be completed. things that are bugging me are jus those nitty gritty stuff, like how to print e names in e certain order, wat kinda paper etc, which really irks me sometimes..but i learn to step back and look at e bigger picture. and what i'm most thankful for is that i even haf aiping's help now..making things so much easier..

jus got an email from sp, notifying me bout some dates for the signing of the scholarship bond, and jus realised that the sureties had to be present as well..started worrying bout not having leave to take, it being difficult to get both gugu and jf laoshi to make it, not having an official acceptance letter from e school yet, etc etc..and losing e big picture again. later on, talking to jf laoshi online and him being so pleasant about it made me feel so much beta.

hmm also jus heard bout some shocking and sad stuff from mich...well i guess..trustin that God has his plan and time can get really tough sometimes, yet it's the simplest thing we can do. the few years ahead, really dunno what it's gonna be like and all, but trusting fervently that he has his plans, and his plans are always to prosper us and never to harm.