it's jus coming to me slowly..everything's becoming more real..checking out e university websites, stuff bout london..and all...well can say excited, but at e same time slightly apprehensive..i'm gonna miss so many things so much. cant imagine living there alone lidat? ok i noe not alone, i'm gonna make new frens, appreciate new surroundings, i noe i noe. but..jus started a new phase of life here, and gotta leave it for a while so soon. hai. hmm saw it coming tho, and must be strong. must learn to be independent. cherish the next few months ahead with all my frens and family and you...argh wat am i doing i dun think i should be sounding lidat.
it's just..confusion and mixed feelings. argh.