had a nice sat yest, tho was too tired to blog bout it last nite.

in e afternoon we had tuan bai, first stop was to visit our house, so e yfers came, and we played some sorta memory game wif our bedroom which brought much laughter to everyone..was fun :) next went to fio's house, there we also played some games, ate, and had fun. :)

after that, while e rest went to jiafa's place for steamboat (so sad :( couldnt join them ) i attempted to find my own way to rui's place for our choir gathering. or supposed j2 gathering, only that 7 turned ppl turned up in total. hehz..tho little, we had fun enjoying each other's presence, eating together, playing e piano (using two pianos and attempting to play duets hehz), singing old school songs, listening to songs, calling peishan to wish her happy burfdae, and most impt of all, jus talking and catching up over dinner. i so wish this can really become a tradition we haf every cny, just like our parents' friends who've been meeting up since jc times till now. well well..by then..we could all bring our own families! and we can watch each other's children grow up!! yay :) so fun.

today at church, felt that message was simple yet insightful. tho it was initially aimed at another incident, e lesson i've learnt is very much applicable to my current situation i guess..about worrying bout e future? where to study, what to study, how it's gonna be like studying..all these future future questions i hate to answer but always pop up before me (esp during cny gatherings when ppl havent seen u for 1 yr and keep thinking you'll forever be sec 4 or smth den gasp at sudden realisation that you're goin to uni soon)

well i guess all i haf to do is jus to stop worryign and to focus on God. maybe i did noe this, jus like everyone usually noes e model answer, but how many of us really believe in it and practise it? many times i noe i should trust, obey and stop worrying, but it's human nature i guess..

time flies and we're already into february..needless to say, the day of e results approaches. frankly, what i am and will be fidgety about is not really e results itself, rather what i'd have to start doing after e results are released. by then, i probably would really have to settle down and ask myself what i really really really want. eeks..something i'm still trying to escape from doing. =/ by then, it's no joke le..really gotta noe wat i want...ah..dun want that time to come...but yet, i think i do need something more solid and tangible to look forward to instead of jus letting each working day pass me by.

i noe i noe..in His time, he knows what's best for us. simply trust.