cny's finally here..supposed to be a happy occasion, but couldnt help but think about e possibility of this being e last cny if i really do go overseas? haiz..sad thinking bout it..this yr oso couldnt help but notice dat everyone's really getting old..grandma and grandaunt and great grandma's healths are kinda failing..not as healthy as they used to be..kinda saddens me to think bout it..well..no matter wat, still very thankful for them in my life.