after posting firefly form and after chem pract
just came back from posting e form for e scholarship application. phew. so glad i finally got rid of it. wif every form i posted (including e ones for uni), i said a little prayer for where the envelope's gonna be posted to. oh wells. fear, i guess. fear of rejection. walking back, however, i realised what i should b praying for really shouldnt be the result of the application. more importantly, it should b my attitude towards e results. I know. I know God always has plans to prosper us and never ever to harm us. I know it all. mayb sometimes it's just so difficult to put it all into practice. Still learning, and constantly reminding myself that there really isnt anything to fear.
Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord.
Psalm 27:14
yep. really really a comforting thot. must try harder to listen to His voice rather than the voice of the world telling u how u should define success and achievement. yep. to submit is really a difficult lesson to learn i guess. But at least i know, no matter wat happens, he has made things beautiful, and in His time.
chem prac was quite bad today..felt helpless and almost panicky..at some points during e paper, almost wanted to cry wif desperation..just felt as if every thing i was doing was wrong wrong and wrong. the only thing i could possibly still do correctly, at that point of time, was to pray. weird isnt it, when man turns to God only at his most desperate moments. but somehow, altho it was all really such a big mess, discussing wif my frens bout e results of e expt made it all much better :) mayb it wasnt that bad after all. proabably just scaring myself. hai. but like i always tell ppl, ha..it's just the practical. e impt ones are not over yet! there's still hope :)
yep. shall and must remain my optimistic and happier self to pull through the long and dreadful exam period. It's never really the end of the world. Hope in the Lord!
Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord.
Psalm 27:14
yep. really really a comforting thot. must try harder to listen to His voice rather than the voice of the world telling u how u should define success and achievement. yep. to submit is really a difficult lesson to learn i guess. But at least i know, no matter wat happens, he has made things beautiful, and in His time.
chem prac was quite bad today..felt helpless and almost panicky..at some points during e paper, almost wanted to cry wif desperation..just felt as if every thing i was doing was wrong wrong and wrong. the only thing i could possibly still do correctly, at that point of time, was to pray. weird isnt it, when man turns to God only at his most desperate moments. but somehow, altho it was all really such a big mess, discussing wif my frens bout e results of e expt made it all much better :) mayb it wasnt that bad after all. proabably just scaring myself. hai. but like i always tell ppl, ha..it's just the practical. e impt ones are not over yet! there's still hope :)
yep. shall and must remain my optimistic and happier self to pull through the long and dreadful exam period. It's never really the end of the world. Hope in the Lord!
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