something's missing

moving along the road from church, past standard chartered, and further on home, cant help but notice that the roads are now looking so empty...sudden realisation strikes me that the trees once there had been such a beautiful sight, one that will cease to exist from now on. now cut away for road expansion purposes, the road shoulders are now only brown, brown and brown in colour. sometimes, life is just as such. we dont learn how to appreciate some things until they're taken away from ur life. hope i'll learn to appreciate all the things i haf now, cherish and treasure them well, because u never noe when these will be taken away from you.

something i really treasure, is fellowship time in yf. really glad i went today, tho we may not seem to have done much, but to me, like wat i said, i never regret going for yf (if i even go. ) it just felt nice seeing such familiar faces there, and knowing that sat 3.30 pm, there will be yf as usual, jus depending on whether u wanted to make the effort to go or not. Lord how i wish I had the strength to make yf as importatn a commitment as anything else. yep, always felt that sat should be the time u use to catch up wif mugging and work and stuff, and always hating myself for not making the effort to go for yf. wat's worse, sometimes when i am free to go, i dont cos that week agnes or xinyi isn't gg...hmmm guess that's something i mus change.

very thankful for the short sharing time we had when we shared our prayer request, it was nice to jus know that there will be ppl praying for you as u go on in life. like i shared, feeling lost now bout the future, prelims, a levels, uni applications, courses to take..a never ending list..haiz.pray that i'll haf clearer directions of wat steps i should take.

at least yf was fulfilling. :D :D