feeling nostalgic already.
lots of things to come to terms with lately. everyone says this, but when u really truly experience it, it's really scary. time actually flies. it zooms past u like nobody's business especially during the good times.
issit a sign of ageing? haha...been having lotsa 'sit-down-and-think-thru-life' moments lately...ha..
think i still haf to come to terms with the fact that yesterday was the end of my life as a piano student with the last practical exam...if you ask me how it went, i'll jus say ok la, ok loh..and watever else to that extent. not cos i couldnt think of anything beta to say, but cos i really dun noe how it went as well...it jus zoomed past me....there were bad parts i must say...many parts i fumbled..but i'm trying to tell myself not to think of all that...lik ms L said before i think, for every wrong note u play or sing, u've already played countless correct notes...so i guess i jus hafta look on the bright side of life and move on...but larger than this, i think my 'lost' feeling is jus cos i cant really believe that i've been learning since 5 and now it's all gonna end. right there. haiz. yest couldnt do any work...jus had to sit down there and stone and think of stuff even tho i didnt noe wat i was thinking about myself.
another thing is today was the last day of school..ha how ironic...i think last time i couldnt wait for this day to come cos it meant that j2 will be over soon...but now...already feeling a sense of loss..ha..mayb it sounds kinda drama la..but when 3a, touch rugby ball (trb) and me left elderly and the rest and walked out of sch today and i turned to walk to my bus stop while they walked to theirs, really felt kinda sad...i mean like we're still gonna see each other at the dreaded prelims la..but u noe...it's gonna b different...haiz...think we've had quite a lot of fun together...and it's kinda gonna end. right here. I always complained about our class having so little girls, only the pathetic six of us surrounded by a whole swarm of guys. haiz. wat to do. double maths. but like trb said, it's jus cos we have so little girls that's why all of us can be one major clique. imagine if we had so many girls..maybe the class would liven up la, but we wont be as close, or may be made up of a few cliques...so actually, it's kinda fun to haf the six of us together too. :D :D :D yay.... had lotsa fun wif u guys, and no matter how the days leading to the prelims had seemed gloomy at first, u've added lotsa sunshine to them. :D
choir's the other aspect...like leaving a part of u behind...with the closure of school and all...like 'officially''s the word..you're officially leaving school..haiz oso dunno la. think i've harped on this fact enuf le. miss every single one lots and lots already. oh no..i think i'm really ageing...ha...
well then. today Mr T act said smth quite meaningful. even as we go, lots and lots will change..but i guess wat's impt is to always keep in contact with the ppl u once knew, cos it'll always be nice to meet up and catch up and remember the fun times you've had together.
teaching myself to cherish every single moment.
issit a sign of ageing? haha...been having lotsa 'sit-down-and-think-thru-life' moments lately...ha..
think i still haf to come to terms with the fact that yesterday was the end of my life as a piano student with the last practical exam...if you ask me how it went, i'll jus say ok la, ok loh..and watever else to that extent. not cos i couldnt think of anything beta to say, but cos i really dun noe how it went as well...it jus zoomed past me....there were bad parts i must say...many parts i fumbled..but i'm trying to tell myself not to think of all that...lik ms L said before i think, for every wrong note u play or sing, u've already played countless correct notes...so i guess i jus hafta look on the bright side of life and move on...but larger than this, i think my 'lost' feeling is jus cos i cant really believe that i've been learning since 5 and now it's all gonna end. right there. haiz. yest couldnt do any work...jus had to sit down there and stone and think of stuff even tho i didnt noe wat i was thinking about myself.
another thing is today was the last day of school..ha how ironic...i think last time i couldnt wait for this day to come cos it meant that j2 will be over soon...but now...already feeling a sense of loss..ha..mayb it sounds kinda drama la..but when 3a, touch rugby ball (trb) and me left elderly and the rest and walked out of sch today and i turned to walk to my bus stop while they walked to theirs, really felt kinda sad...i mean like we're still gonna see each other at the dreaded prelims la..but u noe...it's gonna b different...haiz...think we've had quite a lot of fun together...and it's kinda gonna end. right here. I always complained about our class having so little girls, only the pathetic six of us surrounded by a whole swarm of guys. haiz. wat to do. double maths. but like trb said, it's jus cos we have so little girls that's why all of us can be one major clique. imagine if we had so many girls..maybe the class would liven up la, but we wont be as close, or may be made up of a few cliques...so actually, it's kinda fun to haf the six of us together too. :D :D :D yay.... had lotsa fun wif u guys, and no matter how the days leading to the prelims had seemed gloomy at first, u've added lotsa sunshine to them. :D
choir's the other aspect...like leaving a part of u behind...with the closure of school and all...like 'officially''s the word..you're officially leaving school..haiz oso dunno la. think i've harped on this fact enuf le. miss every single one lots and lots already. oh no..i think i'm really ageing...ha...
well then. today Mr T act said smth quite meaningful. even as we go, lots and lots will change..but i guess wat's impt is to always keep in contact with the ppl u once knew, cos it'll always be nice to meet up and catch up and remember the fun times you've had together.
teaching myself to cherish every single moment.
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