ladida..

the comp at home's spoiled...haiz...using the comp in the sch library now while i'm typing the farewell letters...hmm...feel so sad while typing the letters..cos it jus feels like everything's coming to and end. and this is really the end. after the farewell on sat...life's gonna be really empty...

things are getting better tho...first few days of sch after we came back from bremen, was feeling really really sian and empty...it's like until you meet another one of ur choir frens, you'll jus go on feeling lidat the whole day...kinda unfair to the other ppl around you rite? haiz..but i couldn't help it then...now getting better le...maybe getting back into the schooling momentum?

i remember especially on one of the days..tuesday..it was really quite bad...like jus trudge from lesson to lesson, tutorial to tutorial...but then after sch met ppl at kelvin's class bench then we jus sat down looking at fish's fotos and my fotos and ended up chatting for quite long...nothing much, jus a simple meeting up and toking...but somehow jus made e whole day feel better. ching, kelvin, and later fang ting was there too..and it was jus nice loh. :)

hmmm well...learning to be more optimistic nowadays...and i guess when u're trying to encourage someone else, you gotta learn how to encourage and perk yourself up first..maybe that helps..ha...and i learnt that complaining just gets you nowhere..jus makes you feel worse..ha...yest i forgot to complain there was phy pract..cos i forgot there was until the period jus before...ha...so thankfully it jus passed so quickly and easily...maybe if we were more optimistic about life, things wont be so bad after all.

must try to stay happy all the time! cos i know God is my strength and he will lead me thru every step of the way. :)